After over 20 years and countless stories, I’m lacking ideas, and when I have them, writing a story becomes more and more a chore.
I’m more often thinking “I HAVE TO to write the story” rather than “I want to write this story”.
I am more planning my day with “I will write for X time, then I will do other things”, which is not right.
It’s not a job. It’s not linked to an income. (I wish…)
Am I at this point in my life, in my fetish writer’s career, where it’s time to close the last book?
I will take summer to think about it and make my final decision this fall.
Don’t worry my health is fine. That’s not the issue.
One last point to consider is that keeping this site on-line COST me money and I won’t be paying for it for nothing, meaning that I won’t abandon the site as is and not update it. What will happen then? I don’t know. Note that since the website is mp63.ca, the “ca” meaning that it’s a Canadian owned site, per convention with the authorities of the WebNames registrations, the owner of the site must resides in Canada. It means that a non-Canadian cannot own a .ca website (when I registered that name, I had to prove that I was residing in Canada).
I’m not there in my thoughts about simply closing the site or to transfer the ownership to someone else or to allow someone to create (and maintain) an archive. Damn, I would love to, but I don’t think I’m worthy of this kind of legacy. – My wish was to be acknowledged by some fetish scene icon. It never happened, so… Why bother. (hell, I have only 275 followers on IG and each post is “liked” by, on average 25 people… Not even 10%… I don’t call that a successful account.)
With that settled (don’t have to think that I have to keep the fans entertained), I will let my thoughts float for the summer and make a decision next fall.
Hope you’ll understand.
Pete / Pierre.
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